I Don't Know (and I Don't Really Care)

Another day breaks, making me wake
In the same state with a headache,
Wasting away from my mistakes.

Day-old makeup runs down the drain
Like cold rain—washing away,
Taking the weight off of my face,
Making me plain.

The blame is the same as yesterday:
My fault for playing the game,
Placing bets in my name, claiming I wanna stay
Till my face fades to grey.

My brain takes a new holiday to delay my decay—
New paintings underway, disarray at the bay,
Disobey to convey, champagne grace

In such a state...

O' and I want to start again,
But don't want to put in the effort to make amends,
Turning enemies into friends—
I'd rather rase my revenge.

O' and I want to start fresh
Without repaying my regrets—
Don't wanna face the consequence,
So I'll suspend my discontent.

Another picture frame hanging astray,
Maybe someday I will replace,
The stock image with my own shape.

To embrace the previous days,
Rather than pray to erase and break the slates
That display my disgrace in my minds maze.

O' and I want to start again,
But don't want to put in the effort to make amends,
Turning enemies into friends—
I'd rather rase my revenge.

O' and I want to start fresh
Without repaying my regrets—
Don't wanna face the consequence,
So I'll suspend my discontent.

I don't know,
And I don't really care
What was now and what was then,
What is real and what's pretend,
Where to start and where to end.

O' it never really stops,
So there's no point in trying to talk
About the things we just can't control.

O' and, honestly, I do not
Have the answers that you want,
So it's easier to just let it go...

O' and I want to start again,
But don't want to put in the effort to make amends,
Turning enemies into friends—
I'd rather rase my revenge.

O' and I want to start fresh
Without repaying my regrets—
Don't wanna face the consequence,
So I'll suspend my discontent.

I don't know,
And I don't really care
What was now and what was then,
What is real and what's pretend,
Where to start and where to end.

O' it never really stops,
So there's no point in trying to talk
About the things we just can't control.

O' and, honestly, I do not
Have the answers that you want,
So it's easier to just let it go...

O' it never really stops,
So there's no point in trying to talk
About the things we just can't control.

O' and, honestly, I do not
Have the answers that you want,
So it's easier to just let it go...